a person who will care for me will know how to come to me at any time. at times of grief at times of sorrow. he will send me free and also tie me up with his words and i wont mind to be still. it will be times of quite and calm and i will be able to sit by him for hours and hours not thinking about my inperfections my fat thighs and my bad breasts. but where is he? where is the one who will only tell me how beautiful i am and how he misses my hair and the smell of my hands. he so far and so close. he is there in my heart and he is there in my dreams, he is there for me at night and there for me for good and for bad. willing to accept my moods and my needs. willing to loose himself for he will be loved as no other man was loved by any other woman. for he will be cherished for who he is and he will be hold by hands, than will not touch any other human being as they will touch him.
but for that he must cry and laugh with me. me. only me.
deal breaker
16.05.2008 11:03:36
whenever i have broke up with some guy it was because he tried to change me. so when he said something like: you should cut you hair and try to wear more trousers than skirts or you should make this or that differently ... that was and still remains a deal breaker. for me it means that im not the person he loves or even cares about. yes, the changes can be in my benefit but than it wouldt be me anymore. i will be someone else, someone better probably, not myself anymore. here i am this is me. love me or go away. and it hurts more than the bloody line on my leg, it hurts more than a punch into the stomach, because it came from the person who i thought was closest to me. and i can not bare to have him touch me anymore, because he will be hurtful all the way.
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sandra
sandra
Maybe you find him…
only few people...
reality
hmm,hát,igen ;)